I've had it long time, and I know that the way I'm feeling right now (apart from being really, really crappy) I know it could go on for some time. When you get a bad spell it can last hours, days, weeks and sometimes even months. Now I've been feelng pretty lousy for several days now and based on past experience this isn't going to clear up quickly Being on the computer doesn't help when I'm feeling this way so I probably won't be around much at all for the foreseeable. I know, you're all sad and crying now aren't you?
Anyway, I will do the awards when I am feeling like I can devote the time to it that it requires. Sorry to let you down.